had this so called family gathering today. i know having a family gathering on a Monday afternoon is rather weird, but what to do. it is like most of them are already out of government school and are also having their vacation now. as for the adults, they are all doing their own business so they are free to take leave any time they want. the point is, the gathering is boring! i fall asleep again, can't blame me. the thing was really boring and i slept late the night before too.
got it a shocking news today, my primary school teacher is down with stomach cancer. didn't really know how is she now but i really hope that she will get well soon! it seems like life is really fragile, maybe a minute ago you are alright but the next you are found suffering from some diseases. so treasure what you are having now before it is too late. this thing did somehow affect me, my mood have been really weird.
it also makes me reflect on myself again. it seems like the stuff i am having isn't really what i want in life. i am just doing because i got to do it. if i am given a second chance, i will not choose the same route again. i want something really different from what i am having now. a life that is full of surprises and fun. of course, also to study somewhere far away and have a life of my own.
i guess he got the wrong idea of me wanting to ask him for a movie. the whole conversation was kinda funny though. i got rather pissed with him today too. i just can't tolerate the way he reply, it seems like everything was a joke or something. it wasn't really his fault also, i am just not in the mood for such stuff. if the same thing happen on another day, i may just laugh it through. so i am rather sorry about it. somehow i feel that i didn't really love him, maybe he is just someone that i really admire. but he is really affecting me too much, so much that i can't breathe. i realise i haven't written any comment for him. so if one day, someone sees a comment written by me. that means i have decided to let go and start a new life. the comment will also be the only evidence of my love for him.
Suping ((:
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Attached to my Big Baby♥
Studying in Ngee Ann Poly, BME
♥ Desires
21 years old
GPA > 3.5
diploma certificate
driving license find the right him
lose fats!
new phone
new laptop getting drunk ipodd new bag new jacket new wallet new slippers
100 pairs heels
spaghetti straps
study psychology
earn big bucks
travel with baby
