Just can't believe it, i actually sleep till 1.30pm today, part of the reason maybe because i slept at 3am, but i haven't been really sleeping well for the past few days thanks to the final test. i was so freaking stressed up, and finally it was over and i can get some sleep that i have been lacking. Due to the long hours of sleep, i didn't get to complete any thing that i had planned to do. it seems like i need to spend my weekends doing web tutorial and stuff.

The NDP is really nice, something different from the past few years and is pretty unique too. suddenly realize that i had been a long time since i heard the national anthem and the pledge. lets see, the last time i heard it was about a year ago or something and it seems that till now i haven't got the national anthem right. i wonder how long i need to get it right, maybe it will take me forever to? i guess it will be alright since i won't touch it any sooner.

Didn't get to talk to him today, which i assume that he is rather busy since that is what he told me. i don't know what's wrong with me, but sometimes he really makes me feel so stupid and i just feel like giving up. it seems like having too much hope will only make me feel even worse.
ahh..i should really stop talking about him. he is really making me weird and stuff.