I realise something and that is my friends are all crazy. crazy in the sense that they love to watch bloody stuffs like battle royale and of course this is the only one. there is once where Nat and I went to Van's house, she force us to watch Japanese movie where there is intestines and needle piercing through the cheeks. i nearly forget about this but because of Nat i remember them again. the reason is while she is watching battle royale she is also flooding me with it. after watching the movie, she is now crazy over the mangas. of course the same thing happen again, she floods me with all the scene again and was telling me that the mangas is more disgusting.
initially, i was planning for a sleepover at Nat's house. now i must reconsider again, as i don't want to be force to watch battle royale and all the bloody movies. i must say i am really really scared of bloody stuffs, there is once i went to watch path finders with Huijin. i was like covering my eyes throughout the whole movie, and Huijin was like laughing at me after the movie. so people, don't let me watch bloody stuff or i may just puke.
i totally forgot about my paper that is on Friday! i am still finding mangas online and trying to download all of them. i am so dead, i really need to spend the next two days to study for the paper. but i found lots of mayu's mangas which are not out in Singapore, and i am really satisfied. at least, i complete something today instead of slacking. i am going to keep a complete set of mayu's mangas. that is my latest aim, it seems a little dirty since her mangas are only suitable for age 18 and above. i guess you guys know i mean. anyone who wants to read can come to me, i may lend it to you guys~
he is online today, but i have decided that i will never start the conversation. it is like he will never start the conversation, it is always me that start it. i should start learning to let go, learn to stop having high hopes on him. it may really help me when it is time for me to let go. a few more months, after that i will have to let go. let go of the love i have hold on for so long, a love that is so painful.
Suping ((:
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Attached to my Big Baby♥
Studying in Ngee Ann Poly, BME
♥ Desires
21 years old
GPA > 3.5
diploma certificate
driving license find the right him
lose fats!
new phone
new laptop getting drunk ipodd new bag new jacket new wallet new slippers
100 pairs heels
spaghetti straps
study psychology
earn big bucks
travel with baby
