i am tired..
seriously tired..
Friends, Family..
What are they?
Friends..i tried to salvage our friendship. you don't give me the chance to.if you insist is my fault, then fine.but did you even think in my shoes.you guys are the one pushing me away.i tried talking, you ignore..i wanted to join you guys for outing, but what reaction you gave me?do you even think in my shoes?do you know how i feel when you guys throw me out for project and outing?is that what you called friendship?you said i used you, all i can say is i did not.i treasure all of you, i want this friendship to last.but you guys never understand what situation i am in.
i got more problems than you guys think.
Family..i always envy people with happy family.why can't mine be the same. why are you always so unreasonable.why is my father different from others?why can't he understand how we feel?why can't he think in our shoes?you only know how to push blames to us, scold us.do you even know what we want?stop blaming mum. she did nothing wrong!you are the one in WRONG!you can only BLAME yourself!if you choose to treat others children better than your own.it is your responsibility, i didn't owe you anything.you didn't owe me anything also, if it is like that then don't have us in the first place.you are making our life miserable.
when you ask what is wrong, think about what you did.
THANKS DAD! THANKS FOR ALL THE SUFFERING YOU GAVE!i don't give a damn to you anymore. you want to settle it in court! I AM FINE WITH IT!LIFE WILL BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU, DAD!!
you are never a good father and you never tried to be.
