i am still bothered by you.there are lots of doubt running in my brains.
i don't know why and don't think will ever find out.
i know it is best that things kept it this way.
i should just let things stay as it is?
tomorrow will be a stupid stupid day!first time going to a lawyer.maybe the start of my life attending court session?then start to point fingers at my dad?it is so going to sucks big time..he deserve whatever that is going to happen to him but i still don't like it.someone just teach me how to handle this? i just realized.
i changed. changed to someone i don't know myself.
i did things i wasn't suppose to do.
something that i never do in the past
i know i am going to hurt someone when they found out.
i am really sorry! sorry to have hurt you this way!
