My mouse spoilt!
now i am "mouseless" and it sucks without mouse.
i can't play my childish games anymore!

anyway! i bought the books from Kerrelyn Sparks.
hope that it will be delivered ASAP, i can't wait to read them.
those vampire books are so addictive.

One more month to go, then it will be graduating time.
at least i hope so..lets pray that i don't fail anything..
then i guess, it is time to work and prepare for university.
before this, there are like endless of deadlines to meet.
test, mini-projects, presentation etc...they are really driving me nuts.
let me get through this period safely!

i realise i am left with nothing..
in 2009, i lost a bunch of friends.
reason? i don't know. i was told that i had used them.
we were once so close, hanging out together, sharing woes, helping eachother at works etc..
then they said i used them? seriously, i don't understand. if they are saying about work, didn't i help them too? i will always try my best to help and now they said i used them.
if it is about my relationship, i think even if we are friends. we don't always have to hang out together. i think we spend enough time together, and sometimes i just need time for myself. i have got to settle things that are out of my control and to bear with them. i don't need to you bear with it, but only to understand my situation.
i asked for forgiveness, i asked for a chance for explanation, i asked for a chance to talk. they denied it without a reason. then boo, everything is gone.Iis our friendship that fragile? small things can just break a 2 years friendship.
i missed those old times. but i guess there won't be anymore chances.
it seems like you guys had get over it. but i haven't, i am still hanging with the pain of losing you guys.
i still think of having this friendship. i do treasure you guys.
Anyway, All the Best!